I go to sleep

When I look up from my pillow
I dream you are there with me
Though you are far away
I know you’ll always be near to me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you’re there with me
I go to sleep
And imagine that you’re there with me

I look around me
And feel you are ever so close to me
Each tear that flows from my eye
Brings back memories of you to me

I was wrong, I will cry
I will love you till the day I die
You were all, you alone and no one else
You were meant for me

When morning comes again
I have the loneliness you left me
Each day drags by
Until finally my time descends on me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you’re there with me

~Sia


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4 Responses

  1. I lost my daughter on Aug 11, 2010. Sometimes I visualise I am able to giver her a last hug in the ICU, sometimes I think she will just ring the bell and walk in and I will realise it was a horrible nightmare…

    I can relate to some of your words here…

    “I look around me
    And feel you are ever so close to me
    Each tear that flows from my eye
    Brings back memories of you to me”

  2. yes.. it is those little things… daily mundane events… and i associate each of them with him… its so hard to go through a space and time when he no longer exists… nowhere in this big big world.. with so many billion people… only he is not there… nowhere…

  3. “nowhere in this big big world.. with so many billion people… only he is not there… nowhere…” That’s what hurts.

    And then the world goes on – the sun rises, leaves fall, beautiful mornings hurt the most – it seems so wrong that nothing stopped when my life stopped.

    • yes… life goes on so normally… as if nothig happened… it seems almost sacrilegious…

      when it rains and thunders and there is a storm, it somehow makes it more acceptable… in those moments you feel atleast nature understands you to some extent…

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